Forgiveness: An Open Letter

Someone sent me a message about forgiveness and it made me think I do hold grudges and I stay angry with folx But that is becuz most of the time when I forgive people they find another way to shit on me But I want to turn over a new leaf and my ass is tired of being mad So here goes:
1. I forgive you for taking my kindness and using it to benefit you. I cared about you a great deal but, u knew we did not want that same things but you forgot to tell me that. I can forgive you now becuz I know I am better off with you out of my life.

2. I forgive you for making my living situation hell. I had no idea that you had an addiction. I will always love you, but I can't help you if you can't help yourself. So know I wish you the best, but I have to keep my distance.

3. I forgive you. Stop apologizing for how you feel. It hurts and its gonna hurt, but I'm a strong person who doesn't give up that easy. Maybe I will add on later

It's been a long time....

Since I was here last plenty has changed. One of my co-workers was laid off, my other co-worker obtained a new job and the third is leaving soon. I feel trapped and stuck here @ Chickenhead University. I have applied for several different positions and hopefully something will come through for me. I am desperate at this point. Besides, everybody leaving me, we were relocated from our nice quiet office, to a busy Financial Aid area where people can see all that you do. I don't know if that was the sole purpose, but it is extra annoying. Now I get to hear students complaining as loud as they can about the wait and how much Chickenhead University sucks. What a pleasure!!!!! I am trying to be patient and I am praying everyday, But I don't know that I am going to make it too much longer. Please pray for me!!!!

Where do I go from here?

I have decided that maybe Chickenhead University is not for me. Maybe a more traditional school is where I need to be or possibly teaching the childfren the err of their ways. I don't know about robbing the kids and watching them fail, while I take my paycheck home and eat good. I tell you it bothers me everyday, but some students make me feel good about what I do. They get and they succeed, but that is very few at best.

So after being told today that I don't do my job because I am not helping them rob enough children, I am a tad bit disillusioned. The question is where do I go from here? I want to start my own business, I want to write a book, I want run a record label, I want to be the next Mona Scott........WHERE DO I START?????? This is where my journey begins, phasing myself out of Chickenhead University. Wish me luck!!!!

I destroy dreams for a living....

Erryday I hear the same story:

Me: So what do you want to do with your degree in Media?
Them: Umma start my own record label/studio/do my music..
Me: Umm hmmm

You see if I tell them that u don't have to spend 60K on a degree to do that, I could lose my job
So I allow them to put themselves in great debt and never complete the education they began....
So days I am Harriet Tubman and I tell students about the promise land that is one third the cost and far more reputable....
Corporate jobs suck.......